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[21 Nov 2005|08:21pm] |
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"You know you are one of my heroes?
I dont think i've ever told you that.
I look up to you, even though you're younger than me. I wish there was something inside of me that made me a better person.
I love you so much and I always will, You are one of the most trustworthy people I know.
(:
Just thought id tell you."
a myspace message that made my day. I'm proud to call you my friend.
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[14 Nov 2005|06:22pm] |
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As of yesterday, I have spent three months with the most beautiful boyfriend in the world.
Its always you in my big dreams.
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| "bring it on, Wilma." |
[24 Oct 2005|01:21am] |
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Zach and I went to 7-11 for snacks because it was the only place open. we were the only two in line who weren't purchasing some form of beer.
we came home and my mom made us hurricane spaghetti.
if I didn't have my beautiful boyfriend spending the night with me tonight, Wilma might really scare me.
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[09 Oct 2005|03:41pm] |
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( spectacular views. )
You never knew why you felt so good in the strangest of places. Like in waiting rooms and long lines that made you late, and mall parking lots
on holidays. There are no bad words for the coast today. When we hold our breath until nothing's left, it all starts to fade. We can see the stars from where the birds make their homes, staring back at us. Indifferent but distanced perfectly projected endlessly, it's so fucking beautiful. There are no bad words for the coast today. Then you ask what's a palisade? And if we're too late for happiness?
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[29 Sep 2005|09:25pm] |
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I have the best times of my life with this person.
I hope this never goes away.
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[26 Sep 2005|10:25pm] |
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Tara, Zach, and I traveled to a far away place Saturday afternoon. We even got to ride rollercoasters. I don't think there's really anything like riding a rollercoaster with the the hand of the person you love inside yours.
Blasting old Nsync and singing all the words, finding a hidden lime in the bottom of my strawberry limeade, getting off the rollercoaster to see a picture of Zach and I during the ride - Zach looking terribly frightened and me with my hands in the air. I loved every minute of it.
and as of yesterday, I own a cute little car.
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| zoooom shwartz profiglianooo |
[23 Sep 2005|09:06pm] |
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Dark showers = Hotness
Kelsey is amazing and I love her more than Tony Danza is The Boss.
My name is Sugarpantz. BIOF.
We rock like the crack in Buddy Jeff's pipe.
the end. eat it.. bitchez.
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| mmshakalaka. |
[15 Sep 2005|08:19pm] |
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purple in my hair.
What could you possibly see in me is my soul hung out to dry. I think my dysfunctional family has shaped it throughout my life. What could you possibly like in me? Do you like my ability to bend? I think my fear of intimacy has shaped the time we spend. What could you possibly love in me? Is it the way I wear my smile? It hangs from the tip of my tounge you see. Oh this might take a while.
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| one month ! |
[13 Sep 2005|11:57pm] |
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It was a straight-faced lie I believed. It was a straight-faced lie that you would ever leave me. So for now I'll keep believing your words, and soon enough my strength will return. I'll take care of you, oh. Have faith that when you call my name, I'll be there. I'll be right there.
So keep breathing on, keep that sweet heart of yours beating. And I'll be there, I'll be right there. Let me draw the blinds for you, you can watch the sunset from the bed in your hospital room, until you're sleeping.
And I'm sure that I don't understand how I found a love so pure.
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[08 Sep 2005|07:50pm] |
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If someone would have asked me a month ago how I imagined my life on September 8th, 2005, I would have predicted all the wrong things.
my life is more beautiful than it has ever been. I believe that my two best friends are the most amazing male and female on the planet. I really do.
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[05 Sep 2005|06:25pm] |
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if I didn't already know how beautiful my boyfriend and I are before this weekend, I know now.
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[19 Aug 2005|07:02pm] |
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1. Go here.
2. Pass it on.
( my answers )
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[17 Aug 2005|11:31pm] |
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tonight,zach and I played around with fake fruit and drew marker mustaches.
( kiss kiss, bang bang!! )
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[16 Aug 2005|11:52pm] |
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boyfriend!!!
remember this?
things are changing, and I like it.
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[14 Aug 2005|11:18pm] |
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yesterday, something unexpected happened. I'm still in shock.
and you're wonderful.
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| In Other News: |
[11 Aug 2005|11:31pm] |
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Ima Robot - Love Is A Boombox |
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Shane just fought six tigers & killed
them all in a duel for my honor.
He rules.
xo
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[06 Aug 2005|12:17pm] |
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I love her more than she knows. !
today is jam packed!
its the last night of summer. so I'm going to make the best of it.
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[05 Aug 2005|01:46am] |
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I'm unhappy with the way that I handle my unhappiness. I need to learn to take things for what they are. I need to stop questioning my own feelings and the feelings of others, and over estimating what I'm capable of fixing.
I needed today.
today, I sang so hard that my non tonsils hurt. and it was the best I've felt in a week. and knowing that tomorrow, I will be riding on waterslides tomorrow is the second most wonderful thing about today.
and the third. well, the third all has to do with a can of potato soup.
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[31 Jul 2005|04:36pm] |
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nausea! sore throat! diet consisting of beef broth!
well aren't my post-tonsilectomy days treating me well.
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[27 Jul 2005|01:34am] |
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the good news is, I'm home. the bad news is, no hairball for me. my doctor insists that I miss it.
I got off the plane to 3 text messages and a voicemail. none of these people returned my calls. what a night.
oh, and I'm incapable of sleep.
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